She can't sleep. She can't drive a car. She can't even turn on the television.

"I am so mad," she said Friday afternoon. "That is no good, but I am so mad at what I saw. I cannot watch TV even today, because if I see him scream... "

"To me, the worst thing about tragedy is its senselessness and meaninglessness," [Mary Widmer] said. "If his death is senseless and meaningless, it will indeed be a tragedy... We need to look for fruit of justice, fruit of compassion, and fruit of value."